May 29th 2019 Today Arsenal got trounced in a European final and I’m not sure whether I don’t really care that much because A) We lost or B) I don’t really care that much. It’s hard to tell because obviously losing in such a manner has made me feel relatively indifferent about the occasion, but if “we” had’ve won, would I have been ecstatic? I’m not sure. Because I’m not sure that I care that much anymore. That is, of course, something that is really easy to say after being trounced 4-1 in a final, but I think it’s held … Continue reading Allegiance


May 25th 2019 Today I had the opposite problem to last night. Last night I got very, very drunk because I was drinking on an empty stomach. Tonight I filled myself up so much on dinner that drinking was a struggle. I intentionally got dinner (small chips and a jumbo sausage) when I got to Josh’s for pre-drinks, and his mum (love her) had left us an array of crisps and dips to graze on. So naturally I filled myself up. I filled myself up a bit too much. Every beer I drank sat heavily on top of the chips/crisps/dips … Continue reading Aggregate


May 24th 2019 Today I went out for drinks after work. Proper drinks as well. Me and Harry and Digby. Fuck knows where Harry went but Digby was still there. And somehow I managed to make my train even though the last one was at 22:15. And I accidentally got 10x too much cash out at the ATM to pay for said taxi. Shit happens. Until tomorrow it wasn’t that much. Jacn Continue reading Digby