December 19th 2019
Today it’s almost midnight and I’ve not even bothered trying to go to sleep yet because I know I won’t be able to. I don’t know why, but for the last week I’ve been sleeping terribly. When I’ve tried, I’ve not been able to get to sleep for hours, and then I just end up waking up super early too.
I’m guessing it’s because I’m in a new bed in a new house in a new town, and so I’m hoping I’ll get used to it soon because otherwise I’m gonna be a grumpy boy. The cold I’ve got isn’t helping, either.
I’m getting maybe 5 hours sleep a night and then struggling to get out of bed in the morning.
And like, I am tired. I just can’t sleep. I roll over, close my eyes, and then it’s like I’ve forgotten how to sleep. And so then because I’m bored I do the worst thing I could do and find something to do on my phone for a bit. And then I try to sleep again. And then when I can’t sleep I find something to do on my phone again. And so on until et cetera.
It’s annoying. I should stop the phone thing, but I wish the not sleeping thing would stop itself.
Until tomorrow, also maybe I should stop drinking coffee before bed.