November 30th 2020

Today I had to use like a lot of my processing power. If my head was a CPU it would be running on all cores, at like maybe 89% threshold. Then I had a beer and a pie and things calmed down a bit.

Work was just weird. There’s a lot going on. And it feels like there’s change coming, and I actually don’t mind change if I know what it is. I just don’t know what it is, which is the hard part.

It feels like it’s come on quite suddenly, but also like it’s been building slowly over time and maybe I’m just noticing it now.

Also, I could be chatting complete bollocks — I do have a habit of doing that — and everything could be alright.

We’re in this sales slump that we can’t seem to get out of. And as a sales team, that’s kinda not good. But more than that, the company just feels aimless and lost. And it feels like someone needs to pick us up and shake us so that the loose change falls out of our pockets. But also, it kinda feels like that’s what we’ve been doing anyway. We’re just trying to find loose change where we can.

I dunno. Something needs to change.

Until tomorrow, we just don’t know what.

Jacn