January 27th 2021 Today I just feel a bit lost. I don’t know what I want, or where I’m going, or what I’m doing. I’m thinking I might sell my car and buy a house just because it’s something to do. I have no control over what’s happening in most of my life at the moment. I can’t change the things that frustrate me about work, or life, or covid. I just have to let those things happen to me. I would be in control of buying a house though. And at least that feels like I’m doing something. That’s … Continue reading Control