January 29th 2021
Today I’m in a slump. I can’t stop losing games of chess, and perhaps more annoyingly, I can’t stop playing. Every time I lose I get so annoyed, but jump straight back in – and usually being annoyed makes me more likely to make mistakes which makes me more likely to lose again which makes me more more annoyed which makes me etc.
I just feel like I have to try and make up for my loss, but I’m just losing back to back to back and my rating is taking a tanking.
I also played some friends a couple times and kept losing to them, which made me sad.
Until tomorrow, stupid game.