May 5th 2021
Today I’m making a conscious effort to manifest things with the way that I speak. Instead of saying “want to” “could do” “might”, I’m saying “will do” “can do” “are”. And stuff. I don’t know. There’s a lot of uncertainty in my life at the moment, and speaking uncertainly is not helping. So I’m trying to speak with purpose, and manifest what I want to happen into what will happen.
We’ll see how that goes.
I went on a date with a girl once who told me that the best way to manifest things in life is to wait until it’s a full moon, write down the things you want in life on a piece of paper, take a match and burn the paper, light a candle with the burning remains, then get into the bath and masturbate.
I mean, I’m as conflicted now by that advice as I was at the time.
The next full moon isn’t until the end of May, and I’m not sure I can wait that long.
Until tomorrow, I might just try to say “I will” instead.