May 20th 2021
Today I feel like I’m not brave enough to actually make any changes to the things in my life which cause me unhappiness.
I’ve been thinking about looking for a new job recently. I’ve been thinking about moving to London and running away from all my worries and strife.
Give me a second to figure out which Disney film that is from and I’ll be right back with you.
I’m not going to Google it.
Oh. It’s pretty obvious isn’t it.
Oh okay maybe it’s not that obvious. I figured out it was the Jungle Book but I always thought the song was called “Bear Necessities” and was a play on words. But it’s actually called “Bare Necessities”. I guess it’s maybe still a pun.
I’m not brave enough to run away. I’m not brave enough to walk away. I’m not brave enough to crawl away. So I just stick around in a place where I’m unhappy because it’s too hard to run. And so either way I’m unhappy. Whether I run away or stick around, it’s all hard.
Until tomorrow, and there doesn’t seem to be any way out.