September 21st 2021
Today I kinda went into fuck it mode at work. I didn’t want to be there today. I didn’t want to pretend that any of it matters. I didn’t want it.
It is completely unlike me to feel so detached from work, but in the grand scheme of things that are happening right now, it’s not important. It’s a place to be. A place that pays. And I have to keep showing up other day otherwise it will not pay.
But today I didn’t want to be there. And if I had to be there, I couldn’t be bothered to put on a front. Because it’s not important. Not in comparison.
Until tomorrow, hug someone you love.