December 13th 2021

Today I feel like there’s somehow a bit more of me. Do you ever feel like you’re at max capacity? Like, you could be giving more if only you were capable of doing so. Well I’ve realised that, oh wait, there is more of me after all.

I don’t know if it’s realised, or remembered. It’s probably always been then there, but now I just feel like I have more to give, and there’s more for me to do.

I want to try new things. Learn new things. Take risks and make bad decisions. Meet new people. Put myself in new situations.

If covid wasn’t a thing I’d like to think I would have done it this year. Now covid is a thing again I’m hoping that doesn’t get in the way. I need something to look forward to.

I’m still me, there’s just more of me at the moment.

Until tomorrow, I just need to do something with that bit.

Jacn