March 15th 2022 Today I felt super productive. I created a monstrous pivot table (413,000 rows of data) which basically explains all the unexplained things I’ve been trying to figure out about my job for a while, and I really felt like I got somewhere. I’ve been semi-looking for a new job for a little while (in the same committed manner as I’ve been looking to buy a house) but days like today make that feel slightly less necessary. Unfortunately, because so much of my self worth is wrapped up in what other people think of me, it makes it … Continue reading Unexplained