May 24th 2022

Today at many points I felt it was necessary to lie down on the floor and pretend life wasn’t happening. I didn’t though. I remained standing, and that’s something.

There is just a crazy dumb amount of stuff going on, but I am doing, if I do say so myself, a stellar job of handling it all. Like, I’m getting through it. And that’s all I can really ask of myself. I am functional.

And if at some points I feel it necessary to shut myself down and blank out the world, then I will. So I did that tonight. It helps keep me sane.

Until tomorrow; back at it in the morning.

Jacn