July 28th 2022

Today I’m thinking that it’s weird how quickly your perception of things can change even if the facts haven’t. Yesterday I was stressed about many things in my life. Today I’m chill. Nothing changed. I still don’t know what job I’ll have in a month. I still don’t know where I’ll be living. I still don’t know who I’ll be living with, but I feel more positive about it all.

And that’s not based off anything. It’s just a new day, and a new mindset. It’s still just as likely that I’ll wake up tomorrow and feel shit again. That I’ll be confused and nervous and anxious all over again. Or I might feel hope, and happiness like I did today.

If it were up to me, I’d vote for the latter.

Until tomorrow, being happy is better than not being happy.

Jacn