November 13th 2020 Today I am particularly tired because I am full of meat and bread and cider. Also it’s been a hard week. Because of that, and because it is Pizza Friday, I spent my evening gorging on pizza and carbs and meat. And now I can barely keep my eyes open. I wanted to say some stuff, but I don’t think I’ll get the chance. Until tomorrow, sweet dreams. Jacn Continue reading Gorging


November 11th 2020 Today at work we had a brand workshop with a PR agency that are going to be soing some work for us, and it got me thinking about what it would be like to work for a different company. I’ve only ever worked — in the real world — for this one company, so every opinion and belief I have is framed solely through that. And that leads me to a way of thinking where I assume that all other people in all other companies think like I do. I mean, I have no other frame of … Continue reading Hunting


November 9th 2020 Today it seems they’ve discovered a vaccine for Coronavirus. I say discovered, but that’s to discredit the scienteists behind it: to make it sound like they fell upon it by accident rather than worked to create it. Anyway, I feel like that’s a good thing. It is probably a good thing. Although this is the type of news we’ve been waiting to hear, it hasn’t excited me too much yet, because I don’t A) know what it means, and B) trust it. Not that I think they’ve made it up, just that I don’t trust that suddenly … Continue reading Normality


November 8th 2020 Today I accidentally decided to deep clean my entire flat. It’s probably the most clean it’s been since I’ve lived here. Including when I had a roommate who was much cleaner than I am. It kind of just started with me putting a load of washing on, and then it weirdly snowballed. The washing went on, and then I thought maybe I’d put the dishwasher on too. And if the dishwasher was on then I wanted the kitchen sides cleaned. And if the kitchen sides were cleaned I wanted to hoover the kitchen floor. And while the … Continue reading Spotless